Frustration

This is sumthin sick that u keep on banging ur head against fuckin pc an keep on monitoring the remidy tool sitting late at night...almost morning in office...alone. Thats the kinda job i am into.this fuckin schedule has changed full biological cycle of my body man!! i cant eat when i want to! i cant shit when i want to! i cant sleep when this part of the world is sinking deep into sleep. That the work of being in maintenence project in an off-shore development centre.I had never thought that earning money is so difficult a task.well now i am used to uninhabited barren land with a coffee vending machine nearby, few ciggrettes in pocket,a useless cell phone(no budy is there to recieve my call at this time), a comfortable chai and ya...a PC. and the only connection with the outer world that i have is Internet.Long back immidietly after my training at hyderabad when i got this offer to join this project there at bangalore,i was so happy that i overlooked the possibility of being frustrated with the job.Its almost a week that i met my other 4 flat mates last.even week end is spent sleeping allday.Today was also no better. Followed the same old sterio typed schedule of getting up at 6pm,fagging, sip of tea,bathing,getting into my office cab at 8 n into the work place at 9.Give me Break, God, if at all you exist!!