Jun 19, 2007

Atheism


The philosophy of Atheism represents a concept of life without any metaphysical Beyond or Divine Regulator. It is the concept of an actual, real world with its liberating, expanding and beautifying possibilities, as against an unreal world, which, with its spirits, oracles, and mean contentment has kept humanity in helpless degradation.

May 23, 2007

Truth of Bizarre

Truth of Bizarre

I hate love. So does it. Well, it all begins with the culture that victimizes us. We are so well persuaded by out culture that it gradually looks like our own. It then vehemently makes it way to our veins and arteries and thus we feel the presence of god sitting at the center of out hearts. We thus submit ourselves, or at least a part of it to the almighty god, who is supposedly supreme and the absolute.

To my knowledge, I have never encountered anything even close to absolute. My conscience can never give up to believe that there exits an Absolute. I still believe the Einstein’s theory of relativity and admire it to the fullest. Only the ultimate is real and rest inharmoniously fall pray to Deception that is quite like, my imagination, a bottomless well with a gravitational force equivalent to that of a black hole. It’s as deep, like faith, wide as a pool of mercy and high as hopes.

I am pretty sure that you won’t choose to surrender yourself to the deceptive arena. At this instance, I find myself in a precarious situation where its easier said than done to draw a microscopically visible line between Me, Reality and My own self.

On the contrary, I am so much deluded to believe that there exist other entities apart for me that resemble me. This frightens me. I suddenly become so lonely that all my relations and associations reach to an absolute zero. They don’t exist at all.

The ground reality is that the relations are important if you give them due importance. Metaphorizing it as a mass of silk thread gives the real picture of one that has lost its entity after tying a knot. You may be part of life that in due chores of living will have that forbidden pleasure of combing down through the mass very smoothly. And to much extent, occasionally. This will definitely hold true if you are geared up to deceive yourself.

Our preparation for death starts right from the day we inhale and exhale for the first time. The greed to attain salvation at its earliest makes us hard to believe that we are actually alive. And this compels us to dedicate our life to the process of cleansing out soul through the positive deeds that have been queuing up since last so many years, just to make the neighbors envy and grab the earliest available seat in a low cost airlines that takes us directly to the entrance to the salvation.

These good deeds by and large depend on all those fucked up epics and holy books that are believed to have been composed and written long before we invented printing press, pen or for that matter paper. Even before humans existed on the planet. And to much extent, on your conscience.

Why do you think that I may find it tricky and quite confusing to decide what is good for me and what’s not as an individual. Do we need a benchmark to decide the quality of life that I have kept in?

I ask you that why do you need to monitor the parameters that decide my due chores of life? Believe be man! You are the best in your own perspective. But I give a damn care to it unless it’s somebody like me. For a while let constant be that only change.

Let my life be a repository of hate enveloped by the intricacies of love and affection. You dig it hard, and you are bound to suffer eruption because I do travel, but seldom down the ring of fire. But only when my adrenaline wants me to do so. Let me selfish enough to love my own self and compassionate enough to hate you. This gives a meaning to my life that I really hate love.

I thus dismiss the absolute and will be the absolute.

Feb 9, 2007

Kurt Said: " "



A friend is nothing but a known enemy.

I really haven’t had that exciting of a life. There are a lot of things I wish I would have done, instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life. So I pretty much like to make it up. I’d rather tell a story about somebody else.

I’m so happy because today I found my friends - they’re in my head.

If you die you’re completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I’m not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I’ve got.

If you ever need anything please don’t hesitate to ask someone else first.

The worst crime is faking it.

We have no right to express an opinion until we know all of the answers. [ So true]

Rather be dead than cool

Jan 13, 2007

Woh Lamhe




raah dekhi thi is din ki kabse
aage ke sapne saja rakhe the naajane kab se
bade utavle the yahaan se jaane ko
zindagi ka agla padaav paane ko
par naa jane kyon ..dil mein aaj kuch aur aata hai
waqt ko rokne ka jee chahta hai
jin baton ko lekar rote the
aaj un par hansi aati hai
na jaane kyon aaj un palon ki yaad bahut aati hai
kaha karte the ..badi mushkil se char saal seh gaya
par aaj kyon lagta hai ki kuch peeche reh gaya
na bhoolne wali kuch yaadein reh gayi
meri taang ab kaun kheencha karega
sirf mera sir khane kaun mera peecha karega
jahaan 2000 ka hisaab nahin
wahaan 2 rupay ke liye kaun ladega
kaun raat bhar saath jag kar padega
KAUN MERI gaadi mujse pooche bina lejayega
kaun mere naye naye naam banayega
mein ab bina matlab kis se ladoonga
bina topic ke kisse faalto baat karoonga
kaun fail hone par dilasa dilayega
kaun galti se number aane par gaaliyaan sunayega
Sadak mein Beer kis ke saath piyoonga
wo haseen pal ab kis ke saath jiyoonga
aise dost kahaan milengejo khai mein bhi dhakka deaayein
par fir tumhein bachane khud bhi kood jayein
mere gaano se pareshaan kaun hoga
kabhi muje kisi ladki se baat karte dekh hairaan kaun hoga
kaun kahega saale tere joke pe hansi nahin aai
kaun peeche se bula ke kahega..aage dekh bhai
movies mein kiske saath dekhhonga
kis ke saath boring lectures jheloonga
mere farzee certificates ko raddi kehne ki himmat kaun karega
bina dare sachi rai dene ki himmat kaun karega
achanak bin matlab ke kisi ko bhi dekh kar
paglon ki tarah hansnana jaane ye fir kab hoga
keh do doston ye dobaara sab hoga
doston ke liye professor se kab lad payenge
kya hum ye fir kar payenge
raat ko 2 baje poha khane aur cig pine kaun jayega
tez gaadi chalane ki shart kaun lagayega
kaun muje mere kabiliyat par bharosa dilayega
aur jyada hawa mein udne par zameen pe layega
meri khushi mein sach mein khush kaun hoga
mere gam mein muj se jyada dukhi kaun hoga....
I really miss those Days....

Jan 3, 2007

Buisy Bee


Damn it !! reachers at Helsinky medical Institute have found that after the week full of banging , thrashing n boozing ...very obviously ..first week of every new is very buisy n frustrating...believe me..i am suffering...still..